When I
say I can’t hate (or try to), I mean it.
It’s
just… what is hate but ignorance brewed by fear?
I do
feel disgust, I can disapprove shit. But hate?
I do
know that the word means “intense dislike”, but it carries something else:
fear, anger, something I can’t quite define.
Someone
once said to me: hate implies a desire to destroy, to eliminate that thing, or
person.
(it must
have been my brother or my mother, I don’t remember)
And then
I look at my insides, feel them as I try to hate.
Of
course I feel extreme repulsion to somethings, but… do I feel it with every one
and the last fiber of my being? No.
All I’m
saying is that if I’ve got a choice,
I’d like my fears raw for me to handle; besides, ignorance is such a relative
and political concept.
Escrito el 7/10/16
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